RozeCloud

• Confession: There are times when I try to sleep and all that goes through my mind is all of the gay teens who took their lives. I get so caught up with all those faces of who's names that I don't even know and just shed tears for about an hour or so. I feel like I lost an important message or I lost a part of my future with them. With my attempts of suicide, I decided that after my second attempt that I will live for myself and for those who rest peacefully. I just get so upset with any kind of teen who suicides, That's just the kind of person I am. I'd hate to make anyone feel like their life is not worth living, when we all deserve to live a life that makes us happy and learn something new from one to another. Well thanks for reading, I just had to type this.

I can’t seem to see all the new messages that are in my inbox D: Is there something wrong with the mail letter icon?

oh jeez.. My Nicki Minaj pic is going global again D: 

I must reblog all the beautiful music I grew up with :’) 

I really do hope ResidentEvil.net is like facebook.

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Thanks once again guys! :) 

So this saturday, I was helping my mom and her friend move some stuff from his cousin’s house and his cousin comes out and says hi to everyone and when it’s just me and him left outside he ask me, “are you gay?” I said, “yea”. So he was giving me good advice from a  bi-sexual’s  point of view, and I really do appreciate the advice he gave me. When I told him about my future and where I see myself, it looked like he was going to cry? I’m not sure if he was tired or what but as I was talking I noticed his eyes get a bit red and filled with tears. I think I reminded of his youngest brother who was gay and passed away.

I think he thought I liked to just sleep with guys, when really I’m a virgin. I told him, “I see my future later down the road with the right husband and a child (adopted or whatever) and just loving life as a gay black man”. I know I still I have a lot to learn but I know what I do want for my future. I will not hide because someone else think the love I express is wrong or any other silly reason. He wasn’t closeted but he was a very nice man and I appreciate his wisdom he shared.

As we were leaving he gave my mom a kiss on the cheek and I was the last to say good-bye so I went in for a hug, and he just plants one right on my cheek. So I gripped both of his hands real tight as a silent thank-you for having a good talk. I believe he gave me that kiss on the  cheek to remind me that I’m not alone, and to keep my head up high and ignore all the ignorance and close minded people. My mom kind of freaked out about the whole kiss thing, the next day she turned into an investigator. All is well now and that’s the end of my little story :) 

I like my men how I like my coffee, sweet, always their, keeps me up, and goes down my throat easy. 

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I laughed so hard but Blithe is my favorite, she is just too much.